| Really I'd recommend anyone who hasn't downloaded the book "wasted" on you're ipod,to do it.Love her voice,and Its very easy for me to relate .Anyway yeah that's it I suppose,I have to go to a party today so there will be lots of eating on my part I'm sure (due to lack of self control) as well as regret. |
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| A good pro-ed site I would recommend is
http://www.xanga.com/Ana_Thinspiration_Tips
Just found it ,seems pretty cool. |
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I've made an aweful mistake over the winter vacation,one which I may not be able to take back. For some idiotic reason I though I wanted help with my ed,I was even consdiering admiting I had a "problem" to my therapist.And so I told my father I was having problems with my eating,though I dint go into much detail.Ugh.But so now I have to see my therapist this comming week and my father may (more then likely will) bring it up.I'm not sure what to do now,and recovery is no longer an option.Its seriously fucking aweful.I don't want to be confronted about this,and I know I will be,and when I am I'm not sure what the best way to apraoch it is? I hope he doesn't take my fathers concern seriously,I mean I'm up to 88ibs at the moment,its near normal for my height.(5'1) err. I just want to go back on concerta,and this may not be the best time to bring it up,because if he does suspect an ed,and I request concerta right after (a drug commonly abused by anorexic's) then what? haha .FUCK. alright well I am fucked. I mean I'm not even anorexic.whatever.so ANYWAY.
I am going on a fast,if anyone out there would care to join.
basically all fruit/veggies only.wheever type you want,no butter or sugar or w/e with them!
and for drinks I'm only allowing myself water,orange juice,and soy milk,maybefor a treat a little lecchie juice.
and about 45 minz of excercise,I'll do this now until the 8th of january. which means I won't be eeating anything at my friends birthday .But.so be it.or on new yrs celebration.which is just as well. my goal weight is now 78. |
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